也许，或许，因该是

我不喜欢找不到你的感觉你知不知道。

我不喜欢在别人那里找到你的身影就算你跟她没怎么样。

也许，或许，因该是， 之前所隐藏的都浮现出来了。

我还记得当初要放弃这段恋情时的牺牲。我没有后悔因为为了爱神，我愿意那么做。

可能是这样所以老是装着不在乎不用紧的表达方式。

想起我们曾经的共同回忆，眼泪在这时不停地流。

我想你。我希望还在陪在你身边的人会是我。

Lord， Your Will Be Done。
Holding on to 2 Cor 12:9

Girls Night Out

Hello wordpress!

It has been so long. since I had a late night out with my girly. haha (Elaine la)

The last time was under Beeyean’s house. If im not wrong, last year during CNY season. haas.

Me and elaine went Bugis yesterday, had dinner at Hans @ National Library.

Went to zi lian and a chinese PRC 11years old girl walked past and laughed.

Elaine and me thought she was laughing at us taking pictures. haha.

In the end, she approached us for the direction to Bugis Mrt.

We chatted, led her to Bugis Mrt and made a new friend.

HAHA!

We went Bugis Street next and bused on Bus 23 home.

Sitting in fron of us was this cute and lovable Indian baby. Big shiny eyes with a cute smile. Cute baby girl.

Was playing with her until very happy and of cos chatting with Elaine.

We decided that the night was super young, we continued chatting under my blk till 12 plus am and concluded that I had Children’s yuan.

Hahas. and the funny thing about “qi bike”

heees. I thank God for this girls night out and hoped that the CEEPS will go bugis next week again! )

7Months and Counting

Ello my blog.

I’ve been sick recently and yea. Last week took 2 days mc cos of my swollen eyes- eyelids infection btw.

Yesterday felt sick. Took another half day leave to see the doctor.

My temperature was at a soaring high at 38.9 degree celsius.

Can’t imagine cos even when im at the bus stop, i felt so cold despite the hot weather.

I thank God that though right now He didn’t give me a companion when Im sick but He is with me.

)

I love Jesus’ company. It has been long since I last feel this way.

love it when I don’t need any human care and concern but only God’s

God is love )

Doctor gave me mc for today and Im going have my corporate event tomorrow and here I am at home access the company emails and stuffs like that.

I was no longer into any passion for this job. This I know.

I told myself to endure for how many how many more months in order for me to reach 1 year in this company.

But I couldn’t. Lots of things happened, passion faded. No more motivation into this job.

Mummy told me she understand this feeling. If it’s not to earn a living, a stable job, we won’t have to hold on to it.

I’ve been asking myself how come I kept falling sick, spiritually I think its still alright. Its the physically and emotionally part.

I’m worn off. For this job at least. But if you tell me to look for another, I would be afraid of the new challenges and stuffs cos at least for this job, I had my confirmation and stuffs. yeaaa. I miss those times I had passion for this job.

I miss the fun and passion when I first explored this job.

Full of surprises and excitements.

7months and counting… will I endure the 5more months of sianess in this job?

We will know it in due time…

Learnt that life is a growing process.

Like spiritual life, it goes up and down. but you must first be enchored by The Rock- Jesus.

Likewise, in life, we are guided by the Holy Spirit and as long as we hold on, focuses on Jesus, nothing can move us.

Instead all these trials and reflections and sufferings made us grow stronger as it serves as challenges to test of our faith.

So, I never stop believing, never stop trusting.

He with have risen and sitting at the right hand side of God now in heaven, is with me right now. At this moment.

As we seen through the weakness and struggles of humans, of the world, we will no longer be able to live alone.

But our heart desires and wants to know God and be with God.

Human desires and human companionship can no longer satisfy our heart’s desire but I don’t mean that we don’t need friends BUT we must understand that only God can satisfy and touch the deepest corner of our heart.

Even though I am really not sure of my current job or status, I will continue to pray and ask that God will see me through.

Its a tough one but I know that God won’t let me down. He will lift me up cos He’s my living Saviour.

My love

I dreamt of a fantasy

I dreamt last night.

It has been ages since I last dreamt of something so sweet. so beautiful.

It was a fantasy.

A fantasy of my own. What my heart really wants.

And God gave me that instinct. That dream.

It may sound ridiculous. But dreams are ridiculous.

I woke up wondering and pondering over why it wasn’t real.

HAHA!

I supposed its part of growing up dreaming of such beautiful and lovable fantasy I guess?

Or perhaps it was the conversation last night I had with CEEP Neo and CEEP Leong that makes me have this beautiful fantasy?

All I did was to pray to God that I trust in His providence that He will give me a better dream fantasy that I have in my dream one day.

It will come true.

Cos I trust that He will make it come true.

Beautiful GirlHood. Beautiful WomanHood.

)

The CEEP

Eueu was having a blast with The Ceep last night at BUGIS.

I thank God for you guys and praying that all of you would come to know Jesus. )

Yesterday marks the end of April and a start of something new. CEEP was formed. haas.

I love it when my childhood friend- CEEP Neo, my pri sch bestie-CEEP low and poly bestie-CEEP leong went to SHOOPP!

Loving times like this. Most importantly letting your hair down after a long torturing and tiring week.

Has been falling sick recently and really learning to listen to what God wants to tell me.

I love the time alone. with me myself i and God

God is Good. He shows me the way into the life everlasting and put lots of lovelies in my life to support, care and pray for me.

Blessed little girl =))

Even when I journey into life long road, I fear no evil for God is with me.

If only everyone who loves God abide in Him and obey His Words, how good would it be?

And now I stand in Awe of You My Lord. Loving You in the Ways You want me to love You and Seek first Your Kingdom.

And God, Im surrending my all to You. even the areas I wished I could have more say in it.

All to You. For you are the giver of my soul. My first love Jesus.

“When God writes my love story”…. picture perfect  )

The day i teared

Long time since I last posted here.

Past week I worked only on the Monday and took leave from Tues-Fri for SYFC Camp-Polite Serve.

The camp was actually from Tues-Thurs and Friday me went out shopping with Peiqi and catch up dinner with Jolene.

Saturday went for Yokie’s 21st Birthday.

Went church today and was getting abit emotional of smth which i chose not to revealled here.

Both are Your Work Lord.

I chose to serve in the ministry You led me into and I won’t want to leave it without Your consent Lord.

Even though tears may be flowing down when im typing this now, but Lord, be near to be.

Be near to me when I am praying.

All I want to do… is to serve You.

Where people need You. Where people need to find You. When I can encourage my dear brothers and sisters Lord.

That’s where I wanna be for You.

Praying that Lord You will guide me and provide me with directions and of cos wisdom from You to make the right decisions.

Amen.

Amazing Grace…

When you allow God to change you and to use you. He will.

And thats what He did for me.

I told Him. Lord, change my will to be Your Will.

I want Your Will be done and not my Will.

If God wants you to do His Will, He will definately change your mindset and give you sufficient Grace to see you through.

God is Good. Sooo Good that no words can ever describe.

How powerful are His Words.

How powerful it is to just stay focused on God and things He wants us to do.

My Prayer :

John 4:34
“My food,” said Jesus, “is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work.

Having a long week ahead. I pray that God will grant me the wisdom and strength to do things that He want me to accomplish.

And slowly rediscover my spiritual gifts and how to use it to serve God.

When you serve, remember to see God as the focus of your serving as there are alot of times when you got so used to serving that you serve for the sake of serving.

Real serving comes from within and out of love and obedience for Our Lord.

Even it means sacrificing your sleep, your time for other things or even no one compliments you, you know that your soul is joyful as your rewards are in Heaven.

Experienced and heard lots of wonders and miracles God has done in their life. God is truly amazing.

Lets us continue to seek Him to know Him and give Him Glory in whatever we do.

My Week Schedule:

Monday: Work and Subcore meeting at EH till 9.30pm

Tues-Wed: Work

Thursday: EVENT @ Pan Pacific, SYFC Meeting @ EH

Friday: Meet up with IRAS People!!! ALICE IN WONDERLAND! (:

Sat: Meeet up with clique to cycle and fly kite!!!

That actually sums up what I planned for this week using a pencil as God will erase whatever is not needed.

heeees.

Off to read Beautiful Girlhood ~~~~

Loving God, Loving Man, Loving me : ^^

Eunice’s First time filing Individual Income Tax YA2010

It’s my first time filing my income tax for YA2010.

WOOOOah!

New Chapters In Life…

Hellos.

UPDATES!

When new chapters unfold and old chapters are closed.

Things changed.

God provided.

Love fade.

Nothing Last. only God’s Love =)

I had my first trip to Bangkok sponsered by IBM-through my company.

It is an Incentive trip.

Went from 17th Jan 2010 to 19th Jan 2010.

Cool huhs.

Boss sent me and Lynn over there.

Thank God for the shopping and everything

God is Good =)

February…

This year CNY and Valentine’s Day fall on the same day.

super coool!

CNY was feeling super no mood as it was super humid and warm and nobody had the mood to take pics!

LOLS.

and really thank my besties who are always there for meeee.

Peiqi,Julia,Sally,Chia Fong, Elaine, Caiyun,Yeeleng etc etc.

Did I mentioned that Julia flew off to Melbourne on the first day of CNY?

I was feeeeeling so sad and can’t bear her to leave lah.

Tears really filled my eyes when I hugged her.

I know God loves her and will always take good care of her =)

annndddd. Eunice got her confirmation for her job!

Praise God!

Though salary never increase alot but I thank God for His providence and that I can use my hands to work and to glorify His Name.

Amen.

and I’ve beeen falling in love with time spent alone-time spent with God on long bus rides.

I’m loving it. heees

Though there has been emo moments, but God never gave up on me and I thank God for it.

当我想放弃时，我亲爱的主，请不要放弃我。

继续地牵着我的手走这人生的路 ：）

钱买不到我们人的灵魂。

只有神的事工是永恒的。

愿神赐福遵从及听祂话语的人。

I…..

I want to  love yet afraid
I wanna play along but dont know how….